Category Archives: Music
New Song: Bad Decisions
Locals in London
Is It Real?
Art by: Izabella Barszcz
Lyrics:
Is It Real?
I woke up from a dream within a dream
I’ve seen things you would not believe
So comfort me, look me in the eye
Remind me that it’s not yet time to die
You can question what it means
There is joy in creating memories
You can wonder, is it real?
I can see it, I can feel it, that’s enough for me
When does a program become an instinct?
The need to hold hands with fingers interlinked
What makes us special, unique like a snowflake?
Let’s live an experience no one can replicate
You can question what it means
There is joy in creating memories
You can wonder is it real?
I can see it, I can feel it, that’s enough for me
Artwork by:
Izzbela Barszcz
Quiet Type
Google Play: Quiet Type
Lyrics:
Verse 1
Some people say I’m a miserable bastard
They want to know if I’m having a good time
The thing with me is that I don’t always show it
My disposition is that way inclined
I go to parties and hide in the bathroom
Wonder if coming was a mistake
Don’t get me wrong yeah I’m glad I’m invited
Oh now and then I just need a break
Chorus
That’s why I need some alone time
So I can clear out my mind
Used to think I was faulty inside
Now I know I am alright
Just the quiet type
Verse 2
When I walk down the street people greet me
Saying I should turn that frown upside
‘Cheer up mate it might never happen’
‘Mind your business get out of my way’
‘What’s your problem are you having a bad day?’
‘Look it’s not personal I’m really OK’
Chorus
That’s why I need some alone time
So I can clear out my mind
Used to think I was faulty inside
Now I know I am alright
Just the quiet type
Sometimes it’s cool to be quiet
Sometimes there’s nothing to say
Enjoy the moment in silence
Sometimes that’s my kind of day
Verse 3
It’s not a bug it’s a feature
‘Cause I’m somewhat of a dreamer
And now I do my own thing
And people listen when sing
Chorus
That’s why I need some alone time
So I can clear out my mind
Used to think I was faulty inside
Now I know I am alright
Just the quiet type
Photo in cover art provided by:
unsplash.com/@fellowferdi
Ferdinand Stöhr
It Won’t Kill You
It Won’t Kill You is out now on many different platforms including those listed below.
Google Play: It Won’t Kill You
Lyrics
Verse 1
That’s no way to start a conversation
Subvert my expectations by putting me down
You think you’ve figured me out
Before I’ve even opened my mouth oh
You want a confrontation and use your words to
Give me the runaround
Chorus
I know cynicism has appeal
But tell me how you really, really feel
Sarcasm has no place here
Would it kill you to be sincere?
Verse 2
Now you say that rules are meant for breaking…. But
There’s something to be said for social graces
Your tongue is sharp and you stab it right through my heart oh
It’s just a game… you keep saying, but look around, ‘cause no one wants to play with you
So how come no one wants to play with you
Bridge
I’ve been in your shoes I’ve said things that I regret
When I’m nervous and I’m trying to impress
So let’s start over and pretend that we’ve just met
When we’re honest there’s no need to second guess intentions
Chorus
I know cynicism has appeal
But tell me how you really, really feel
Sarcasm has no place here
Would it kill you to be sincere?
Chorus 2
I know cynicism can be a shield
I’ll tell you how I really, really feel
Sarcasm is so last year
It would not kill you to be sincere
Photo in artwork by Daniel Garcia
unsplash.com/@dannyg
Adrenaline Overdose
Adrenaline Overdose is out now on many different platforms including those listed below.
Google Play: Adrenaline Overdose
Lyrics
Verse 1
I stay up late ‘cause I cannot face what’s coming the next day
Watch blue screen light, I’m hypnotised, wake up with red eyes
I’m not a victim, this is self inflicted, I trade my nervous system for pay
I put my shift in as time is ticking away and I wonder, is this a fair ecxhange?
Chorus
Adrenaline, my chest feels tight
Adrenaline, can’t sleep at night
Adrenaline, fuel for the fight
Adrenaline, Adrenaline
Verse 2
Rise and grind, work 9 to 5, Ha! I wish!
I’ll fall behind, if I don’t hustle on the side
I give my heart and soul, work my fingers to the bone
Hope that I make it before I crack
I’m compromising my health ‘cause I keep pushing myself
What keeps me going might give me a heartattack
Chorus
Bridge
Everything has a price, I know I have to change
When things are bleak I look inside
Decide to go all the way
Chorus
Sir Psycho Sexy
The Art Of Not Giving A Fuck on Spotify, iTunes and Bandcamp
The Art Of Not Giving A Fuck is now available online on all your favourite online stores and streaming services including Spotify, iTunes and Bandcamp. Just search for ‘Cornelis Gerard’ on the service you use. You can also still listen for free on SoundCloud
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